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old shampoo
i still buy your old shampoo so i can smell you here all in my hair and istill go to that old diner in town and see you there so i’ll grab a chair and i’llspend an hour or two sipping coffee with you just like old times but ican’t repeat any routine that will…
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let her go
if you love herbut you knowit’s not enoughthen let her knowlet her goit mayburn your bonesandbreak her soulbutafter the painthe rainpoursand washes awaythe dustto flourishborn againwith new scarsto help make itthroughshe will bestronger thenandso will you.-gabina
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here lies the shell of me
it’s a secret written all over me i fake it until i can’t anymore until the burrowing becomes a jail I can’t leave I don’t feel well I’m too busy I’m out of town I’ll leave a note on the door don’t come around for me anymore the story changes…
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unrequited love letters
i finally decided to do it my feelings for you etched in luminous silk, it was time you knew the extent of my love for you and so i sent one… and i think now i will burn all the pages plagued by our love turn the words to ash…
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1. this heavy heart
when you first both discoverthe love you have for each otherthat whole hearted loveit’s a miraculous thingthey’re all you think aboutthey’re all you want to do good forall you want to be amazing forand the affection is overflowingout of flower potsin your bedroomand the flowers don’t seem to die then…
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2. toxic
i tried the best i couldto be the best i couldfor even the worst of youjust so you could bethe best you could for mebut the best i could wasn’t good enoughto make you the best you could be for me. and even when i see the sun shiningfrom your…
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3. you will never forget
dear Love,i find you in my mindin my morning, my nightmy dreams, my strolls through the parkyou’re everywhere i goeven when you’re standingat someone else’s door. dear Love,you’ve torn out my heartand left ityet i still come back for moreyou’ve shackled it to the floorand kept itand that’s okaybecause i’m…
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4. i can’t forgive you
i gave you my heart, every little part, and you broke it you took all the pieces and spread them apart and now they’re lost i’m lost and I know I love you deep down inside and I want to leave all the hurt behind but I can’t because I’m…
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5. fragile
i can’t be the emotional rock anymore i’m not a rock, i’m a sunflower and while i may be the tallest and the strongest i’m just a flower -gabina
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6. the aftermath
i lay numb in my loss paralyzed in my nothingness it was not that i didn’t love me, because i did it was not that he didn’t love me, because he did it just wasn’t enough it wasn’t random i love you’s it wasn’t warmth in my wounds it wasn’t…
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7. i’m holding on
even after all this time even after all those lies even after all the pain you were the light at the end of the tunnel. you were the tunnel and the light and you see that’s what got me.
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8. his burns left scars
time is mocking me looking down at me laughing grinning in his power to race through happiness and slow churn the burns of sorrow. i pray to you every night, time, please erase him from me.
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9. depression
shadows shadows on the wall watch them rise and watch them fall
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10. love lost
i travelled to the sea to hear your remedies and stripped myself bare so i could feel you there.
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11. his text messages
look at you doing it again to me. before it felt like love now it feels like manipulation. i thought that i would never recover from you and though i still have not you no longer haunt me or spread weeds through my freshly groomed soil.
a girl on a bench 